a lesson

Life as a lesson

Who is the teacher?

Life as a lesson

We're students.

Everyone can be a teacher

Everyone all get the double roles in the life

One chinese song named

In the song, it said that the life looked like an endless lesson

In a trice, we have been grown.

In a trice, we have had our family, but in this family just our companion and our children.

Just trice, many things has been changed.

That's what this lesson teaching to us.

Although it's soundless, a lot of things has been in front of us.

No book, no note

It needs eyes, heart,and comprehend.

I still believe the nature of things in the world is similar.

Forgetting too complex answers, We just need to choise when we meet the trouble.

Yes or no. Do or not.

However, the other important is

After decided, nothing can be restartd.

That's life. as a lesson

kukutea

07.7.30 2:22 pm [SYD]

close ur eyes

Friday is coming soon and leaving soon.
It is night now. The temperature outside is going down and down
Turning down the heater, i told my roomate i love cold

On my way home today, I found a nice song named "For the first time".And then, i think about the questions :What will u feel when you close your eyes?" "will you feel fear?"

In the past, this question was used to test who is your real love is in your heart. Someone said that the person you saw in your brain when you closed your eyes, will be the one your love.

Yesterday, I went to a place near opera house. It is filled with the local atmosphere. Each leaf and each tree on the stress just looked like a person is telling us some stories which has happened for long long ago.

Now, i'm closing my eyes. I wanna know who is that guy deep in my heart. However, i just watch the dark...

I recognite that I admire someone who has fallen in love. At lease when you close your eyes you're not alone.

From that question, i get the other question. What's the meaning of Happiness? Maybe we could put these two questions together.

I think ,when you close your eyes, you will not fear, and you can smile. At that time, it's your happiness.

Do you agree with me?

Kukutea
07.7.13 9:15pm [SYD]

Finally

The color on the photo is distinct.
The bright and pure blue with black show us an imaginable section
No matter what the others' opinion, finally, I prefer to believe it is the time before the sun rises.
It's not my optimism. Just because of life.
I have to continue as long as the life is going on.

kukutea
07.7.9 7:27pm [SYD]

Today is rainy

Today is rainy day. This was caught on the morning when i woke up.

The color was gray on my mind. The air was very cold. I standed and watched this road on the balcony with a jacket.

The Sunday morning always silent no matter what the weather gonna be.

Differently, the weather today was better for sleep.

The time has past as quick as we blink. The night has come for long time.

However, the sky still keep crying outside.

Nothing special today. I did something as a good student.

Studying whole time when I am awake.

Although it's rainy day, it still a nice day , a peaceful day, isnt it?

A little bit seldom. Keeping this relaxed into the dream.

Kukutea

07.7.9 00:12am [SYD]

The memory

No any new photos.Today i was fallen into the memory.

The time in China is not too late now.In Singapore as well.

In the past, i usually chatted online.Just like now.However, the time in Sydney is near 1:00am.

In my QQ friends list, no too much people online. Tonight is nice weekend's night. How worderful time. who will waste this time just with computer? If i was in Fuzhou, I must be call someone to go to the pub and enjoy the rare time at weekend.

My roommate has gone to sleep deeply. In the bedroom just only me and a dejected lamp.

Talking with a friend who met online, i'm thinking about my memory at the same time..

I dont rmb where is this sentence following? It said " The memory is colorful,but at present is opposite."

I'm not sure why did I set up this style for this Blog.

Maybe it is the true color in the abysmal of my heart

The night is getting deeper and deeper...

Looking outside,i see the street lamp still stand there silent and alone.

Just like me, no matter whenever or wherever

I have used to be alone... I can't say i hate it,meanwhile i dont like it also.

The numb sight line without answer

Going to sleep, i hope there is no one in my dream tonight

kukutea

07.7.8 1:15 [syd]

Busy

The colour is taken away by the time.However, the busy atmosphere still leave in the photo.During the changes on the traffic light, I, who is a hollow man with a camera,watched the people across the stress.

Everyone almost looks very busy. How admire them i do. Have stayed at home for 2 weeks, i still look for the job. A lot of " we'll notice u " in my note book, but without any reply till now.

The time pass so quickly. What else i can do? Keep looking for doesnt it?

I hate waiting, but always waiting.

The color will not be back until i find my busy life.

The relaxed life is not my life. At least it's not now.

I told my friends " Here is winter. Everywhere is windy and cold.Especially my heart..."

Busy life...I still look for u .Or can i say waiting for u to find me?

Kukutea

07.7.7 1:58 pm [SYD]

Looking outside

The music around me

Everything is going to sleep slowly

Jia, a girl who is sharing this room with me

has gone into the bed.

But she hasnt go sleep at once

She asked me: when will u plan to come back China?

Near my hands there is a cup of hot water

a cup of special water

Cos there some plums are dunked in the water

My favourite taste

After a drink, i answered her question

"i don't know when .maybe 3 years maybe 5 years

when i get success, i'll be back"

"But what's the definition for ur success?"

"......"

I don't know the definition

Just do what i can do

And getting better & better here

However...what's up for me?

Difficult for Studying

Difficult to find the new job

Everything just looks like the cloud in the picture

Darkness and heaviness

Now that it is inevitable

escaping is impossible

I should wait

When i feel depressed

looking outside

No mattar what weather is there

Deep breath...again & again

Then keeping believe

What do i wait for?

Obviously

THE SUN

kukutea

07.7.2 00:50am [SYD]