Looking outside

The music around me

Everything is going to sleep slowly

Jia, a girl who is sharing this room with me

has gone into the bed.

But she hasnt go sleep at once

She asked me: when will u plan to come back China?

Near my hands there is a cup of hot water

a cup of special water

Cos there some plums are dunked in the water

My favourite taste

After a drink, i answered her question

"i don't know when .maybe 3 years maybe 5 years

when i get success, i'll be back"

"But what's the definition for ur success?"

"......"

I don't know the definition

Just do what i can do

And getting better & better here

However...what's up for me?

Difficult for Studying

Difficult to find the new job

Everything just looks like the cloud in the picture

Darkness and heaviness

Now that it is inevitable

escaping is impossible

I should wait

When i feel depressed

looking outside

No mattar what weather is there

Deep breath...again & again

Then keeping believe

What do i wait for?

Obviously

THE SUN

kukutea

07.7.2 00:50am [SYD]