Saturday, September 25, 2010

忍耐

你的水杯还在面前
而你已经在不远的车站了
刚才,我多想跑过去
可是我忍住了
因为要是跑过去
估计我怎么都不舍得你走吧。。。

又是多少天?
我们就像相互的影子
这几天里经过的点滴
每一颗眼泪每一个拥抱
我们像坐在同一个过山车上
快乐的,彷徨的,害怕的,无力的,难过的,坚定的,释怀的

忽然好想一个回头就看到你在我身后安静的看书
那个侧脸,那个表情
然后随时随地的轻吻都在增加着心里对你的爱

可是总是要分开的呀
现在是必须忍耐的呀
看着你随着电梯的门缝消失在视线尽头
回头跑进屋子对着FURSON眼泪忍不住就掉下来
吓坏他了,忽然间手足无措
其实没什么事吧?
其实只是分开一下下吧?
其实···只是今天晚上一个人睡吧?
怎么心会这么难受呢?
一阵酸楚,两行停不住的泪痕

忍耐呢。。。
未来那么长
分离总是在所难免的
忍耐呢。。。
被子里还有你的气息陪我过夜

只是今晚没有悄悄话了
只是明早没有抱抱了吧
上帝说怎么都不能让我们太过腻歪了吧?

你的电话来了
听你说最后车上会一个人都没有了
想象着那个画面。想象着你空出来的左手
我深吸了一口气,努力让自己的语气听起来冷静

忍耐。。。忍耐。。。
父神保佑
保佑我爱的你,保佑一切,保守未来

感恩
阿门

茶。随笔
2010.9.25
10:25pm [SYD]

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